
As I was growing up, I always had the impression that I was the piece of the jigsaw that no one could solve. When I was nineteen years old, my mother gave birth to me during a whirlwind marriage that ended almost as soon as it had begun. Mark was her husband when I turned five years old.
In my mind, I was getting a father figure. Over the course of several years, I was unable to be seen.
Not at all harsh was Mark. He made sure that I had food, paid for my school supplies, and made sure that I had a roof over my head. Oh, but hugs? Feelings of love? Are you referring to me as his daughter? That never materialized.
A year later, he became the father of Ava, his “real” daughter. She was his most precious offspring. When she entered the room, a smile spread over his face.
He took her out for ice cream after she received a B+ on a spelling exam that she had taken. He gave me a stiff nod and a curt “Good job” when I graduated as the valedictorian of my class.
In the past, I would sketch images and then affix them on the refrigerator. They were only around for two days before they were thrown away in the garbage.
“I don’t understand why Mark hates me.” Once, I inquired about it with my mother. My age was eight.
Remarkably, she altered her position. It’s not a problem for him. It’s simply that he’s not very adept with feelings.
But he had a solid handle on feelings—at least for Ava.
In the hope that achieving excellence would make me more noticeable, I devoted myself to my studies. There was no success. The agony of finding oneself unwelcome never diminished.
Mark covered my tuition when I departed for college, but there were conditions linked to his payment.
His words were, “This is going to cost me a fortune.” “Do not throw it away.”
It was on that day that I wanted to name him Dad. As a result, my throat was burning. Instead, I replied in a low voice, “I won’t. You are really kind, Mark.
On the morning of a Tuesday, during the last year of my undergraduate education, my mother called:
“Hello, my name is Mark… A heart attack occurred in him. He is no longer here.”
Everyone who attended his funeral remarked on how amazing he was as a parent and how much he loved “his girls.” I sat there, motionless, and thought to myself, “Loved us?” What one of us is it?
We saw Mr. Stevens, Mark’s attorney, three weeks after the first meeting. Mom clenched her hand over her pocketbook. Ava was scrolling through her phone. I did not anticipate anything as I glanced at my lap.
It was Mr. Stevens who cleared his throat. To my wife Marie, I am giving $5,000. I will give $5,000 to my daughter Ava. Lucy, my stepdaughter, will get the remaining portion of my inheritance, which includes my property, savings, and assets, which together amount to around $640,000.
The mother rushed to her feet. “Five thousand? “… Whoa, is that it?
Ava’s cheeks became very crimson. “She’s not even his father’s biological daughter!”
I sat there still. This has to be an error on my part.
The startled mutter of “So… he knew” came from Mom. As she rushed out of the room, she grabbed Ava’s arm.
Mr. Stevens presented me with a letter that was sealed. The phrase “Mark wanted you to have this”
When I opened it, my hands began to shake. The meticulous handwriting of Mark began to flow forth over the page:
* “Lucy: ”
It is likely that you are perplexed. I am aware that I did not demonstrate it, but I was aware of everything. In what ways did you assist without being asked? Despite the fact that Ava was preferred, you never whined about it. The amount of effort you put in to make me proud.
This is something that I have to tell you. Despite appearances, Ava is not my by birth. Your mother was involved in an extramarital affair. I was able to verify it by doing a DNA test.
However, deeds are what constitute a family; blood does not. However, despite the fact that you were never my biological child, you have shown me more devotion and generosity than anybody else.
Marie and Ava saw me as a source of income. Even when I was too obstinate and too afraid to behave like a parent, you viewed me from the perspective of a father.
Make the most of your inheritance to realize your ambition of becoming a veterinarian or veterinarian. They were brochures that I saw. I am aware that you have desired this throughout your whole life.
When it came to me, you deserved better. In the future, I hope that you will be able to forgive an elderly guy who was ignorant and did not know how to love correctly.
Mr. Mark”*
The words were muddled by tears. The guy who had never referred to me as his daughter had just made the first time in his life that he referred to himself as my father.
In the evening, I broke the news to both Mom and Ava about the letter.
“What exactly does it say?” Mum made a demand.
“He was aware of the affair,” I said to him.
Ava’s expression darkened. You’re telling a lie!
It was clear that Mom’s silence conveyed everything.
It was Ava who said, “Oh my God.” “You are correct, aren’t you?”
“I was led to believe that he was my father by you!” Ava yelled at her mother.
“He was your father in every way that mattered,” Mom spoke out in a direct manner.
In that case, why did he leave everything to her to handle? Ava indicated that she was pointing at me.
At long last, I discovered my voice. This might be due to the fact that I never asked him for anything. Could either of you make the same statement?
They rushed out of the building while banging doors. I became aware of my power for the very first time; I was finally noticed.
The next day, Mom spoke to me on the phone, her tone oozing with phony kindness.
I need to have a conversation with you regarding the inheritance, Lucy, honey. There was a cloudiness in Mark’s mind. I think we need to divide it up evenly.
I said, “He appeared to have a will that was completely clear.”
“Create equilibrium. Your sister is named Ava. My name is your mother. We are entitled to more than that amount.
“Why is that?”
“Because we are related to each other!”
Almost laughed out loud. When you allowed Mark to neglect me for eighteen years, did you consider us to be family? Are you saying that Ava got everything while I received nothing? When I was completely unnoticeable in my own house?
There is no sound.
“This money has the potential to change all of our lives,” she added.
“It has already done so,” I said. “Not in the manner that you desire, but sufficient for me to finally comprehend what it means to be in love with someone.” Both jewels and attention are not required to purchase it. It is tranquil. It is in the sacrifices that go undetected. That is the type of love that Mark made available to me at last.
The phrase “You’re being dramatic”
But no, Mom. I am being truthful. There is a two-week window for you and Ava to move out.
I hung up the phone.
There I am, sitting on the patio of the house that Mark left me, with his note folded up and tucked into my pocket. It has been read to me twenty times.
Apparently, I was able to make him feel like a true father. The thing that he did not realize was that he had bestowed to me something that is irreplaceable: evidence that I was significant, that love may be subtle but deep, and that family is not determined by blood but by acts.
The Riverside Animal Rescue Trust will get fifty percent of the bequest. Veterinary school will be covered by the remaining fifty percent. I had always desired it, and Mark was aware of it.
It has been said that blood is more viscous than water. What I have discovered, however, is more accurate:
The sort of family that is formed on devotion and love that is silent and uncelebrated is the kind that is more profound than any lineage.
In the end, the guy who never once referred to me as his daughter managed to make me feel as if I was his daughter.