Carrie Underwood, the beloved country singer known for her emotional performances and deep faith

, opened up in a raw and tearful confession about one of the most painful periods of her life.

During the second episode of Mike and Carrie: God & Country,

she reflected on her heartbreaking struggle with multiple miscarriages, revealing the emotional turmoil she faced after suffering three consecutive pregnancy losses.

When she became pregnant a fourth time, Carrie admitted she was overwhelmed with fear that it would end in tragedy once again.

Despite already being a mother to her son Isaiah, who was five at the time, Carrie couldn’t shake the anxiety that something would go wrong

. The emotional weight became so heavy that she reached a breaking point. “I had an honest conversation with God,” she recalled, her voice trembling.

“I told Him how I felt. I was hurt. I was angry. And then came the guilt—for being mad at my Creator.”

Her pain was not only physical but deeply spiritual, shaking the foundation of her faith.

Thankfully, that fourth pregnancy brought a miracle. In January 2019, Carrie gave birth to her second son, Jacob.

But the journey left deep emotional scars.

She spoke candidly about the internal conflict of trying to remain faithful while feeling completely broken, emphasizing how isolating and confusing it can be to navigate grief while holding onto hope.

Carrie’s vulnerability struck a chord with fans across the country. Her story wasn’t just about loss—

it was about resilience, honesty, and the strength it takes to face your darkest moments without pretending to be okay

. Through her tears, she showed that even in the spotlight,

behind the glamorous performances and chart-topping hits, she is still human—still a mother, still a believer, and still healing.