We were broke—living on rice, beans, and the dim glow of solar lights, with stress gnawing away at Eli day by day
. I was holding everything together the best I could—managing bills, scraping together meals, and trying to keep us afloat emotionally.
But the pressure was relentless, and one evening, I snapped.
The solar lights flickered weakly over another dinner of rice and beans. Eli barely touched his plate.
He was unraveling—too anxious to eat, too tired to talk
. Our bills kept piling up while my job search led to dead ends, rejection emails,
and radio silence. I felt like I was sinking. Eli clung to hope in the only way he could—
tinkering with broken laptops, trying to fix and sell them for a few extra dollars. But small victories couldn’t patch the growing hole we were falling into.
One day, I walked in to find him surrounded by the pieces of a disassembled computer. The repair had gone wrong. I lost it.
“How could you do this?” I yelled—not at the laptop, but at the never-ending struggle, the weight we were both carrying.
We both shut down after that. Worn out and emotionally frayed, we retreated into our own silence,
each of us suffering alone. Then Eli collapsed. His body gave out from the stress, and in that terrifying moment, everything else faded.
I realized how badly we were both hurting—how much we needed each other, even when we didn’t have answers.
After a long night of tears and honesty, we found our way back to each other. We reminded ourselves that we were a team. Not long after,
I landed a remote admin job. It wasn’t glamorous, but it was something. When I told Eli, he hugged me with relief I hadn’t felt in weeks.
That first paycheck changed everything. We bought real food—fresh vegetables, bread that wasn’t from a clearance rack.
It felt like breathing again. Slowly, piece by piece, we started moving forward. We even began planning for Eli’s future,
looking into trade school options. It wasn’t perfect. But we were together, eating real food, dreaming again. Things were changing—slowly, but finally, for the better.